In tearsI don't care about anything else right now, so many things are inside my head, why I didn't beg for her to stay? why didn't I tried harder and make her believe again? why I didn't showed myself as I am, week and vulnerable? why I always try to be the strong one? could that change something now? No, she is already gone, with a hell more pain inside her than the one I have, I can't imagine, if right now I would love to die I don't know how is she feeling.
The reason of this journal is to expose myself, for you to look at me, for you to see the monster I have created, the pics of me you will find have been taken when I was complety inlove, fully happy and knowing that my life had changed enormously, that's why I'm smiling in those, I won't be able to smile like that again.
Sebastian was a character I created, an alter-ego of myself, now I take my mask off and I will not put it back again.
My name is David and you should stay away from me, I usually hurt people.
BYE
*what I did or to who, is out of question*
Shitty
Devious Comments
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How can I think outside of the box, when they won't even let me out of the box?
What happened?
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Nuts don't go in my hole...>w>
Oh please. You look like a hemophiliac's attempt at forming a scab.
...I have art in my gallery, you know that, right?
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DA is afraid of cock... and its such an small inoffensive little beastey too. so shy it hides most of the time... and only stands up when someone is kind to it.
Pandora: a girl who should of kept her legs closed! hahahaha
*comforts you*
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when you find yourself in trouble don't try to call Mother Marry - she won't come cause she is helping Beatles at the moment...it is better to go there [link] and leave a comment
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on the other side angels earn their wings...
Todos cometemos errores, esa es la triste naturaleza humana. Algunos se cometen sin uno darse cuenta, otros se da uno cuenta que los comete cuando los esta cometiendo, pero puede que ya no haya vuelta atras.
Aún así, por muy grande que sea el dolor, te aseguro que quiza muy lentamente, pero de un modo u otro remitirà (aunque no pienso decir que desaparecerá, porque desaparecer del todo nunca lo hace), quedará una herida, quizás muy fea y que no querrás mostrar a nadie, pero llegará ese alguien a quien no le importará esa fea cicatriz, y te querrá con ella.
No pienso aljarme de alguien a quien pese no conocer en persona, quiero como a un amigo.
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Zylver wandering around, alone and lost beneath the painfully deep shadows of his lone soul
*Froda-Stoney
*LechuguitaReverde
~descanso
If you are sure of your path in this I can only hope you will smile again, sometime soon, and that someone will catch it on camera and maybe you'll remember that there are hundreds, if not thousands of people who do not find you monstrous at all.
There can be beauty in pain, there can be healing in art. I would beg you if I knew you, David, but I do not. Even if you choose not to share it with the deviant community, find solace in your art and may peace find you.
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individuality is freedom lived
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No matter how much Jell-O you put in a swimming pool you still can't walk on water
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