Yes my friends, I lost the last contest I joined in, as I told you all in my last journal, I was in an erotic contest, I was a finalist but I lost.

Here are the images so you can judge for yourself, by the way the topic of the whole thing was EROTISM, with that in mind now you can judge, let me know what you think.

David.


[link] Primer Lugar / First place

[link] Segundo Lugar / Second Place

[link] Tercer Lugar / Thirth Place

[link] Premio de la gente (Más votado) / Most voted

[link] Mi imagen finalista / My image

Hello my fellow dA friends:

I'm updating my journal cause I need some help from you (if you can obviously)

Recently I added a part of my work that is about nude and erotism into a contest and I would like your vote.
The webpage is in spanish but it will not be difficult to find me, I use my second last name at the bottom of my images, IF YOU LIKE THEM please vote, if not, thanks anyway

The link is [link]
and the Autor of the pics is me, David MartínezCairo

Thanks a lot fot the help.

D.B.

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

Greenday - Time of your life

SB.

I wipe my tears with the same tissues she used before she left, what I did was wrong, terribly wrong and I will never forgive myself, I don't want to forgive myself, I have been mean, disrespectful, disloyal, lier, a mother fucker, a complete bastard and I'm having what I deserve, the pain that I'm feeling is killing my brain and my willing to continue.

I don't care about anything else right now, so many things are inside my head, why I didn't beg for her to stay? why didn't I tried harder and make her believe again? why I didn't showed myself as I am, week and vulnerable? why I always try to be the strong one? could that change something now? No, she is already gone, with a hell more pain inside her than the one I have, I can't imagine, if right now I would love to die I don't know how is she feeling.

The reason of this journal is to expose myself, for you to look at me, for you to see the monster I have created, the pics of me you will find have been taken when I was complety inlove, fully happy and knowing that my life had changed enormously, that's why I'm smiling in those, I won't be able to smile like that again.

Sebastian was a character I created, an alter-ego of myself, now I take my mask off and I will not put it back again.

My name is David and you should stay away from me, I usually hurt people.

BYE

*what I did or to who, is out of question*

My friends:

Hello, how have you been??? well I'm busy but I'm fine thanks for asking

I have decided to make this journal to thank for all those ones who decided to mail me signed underware, the brass with my name sewn, the sugar condoms and why not the homemade sex videos! KIDDIN!

Sorry I'm in a funny mood...

The truth is that I'm truly satisfied with what I recieved from you all this birthday as present, I wanna thank you all for taking the time to create, develop and make what you have done for me, it's a big and wonderful way to know you all better and to have a closer relationship, that was the most important reason I had in mind when I asked for this strange birthday present.

I know some of you from many years now and I'm glad we can know each other even better, cause I have always said, I have friends here, that's the most important thing.

Well for those who think your time is over...well I will consider your present as a delayed post-present, so if you are still considering in sending something for me do not hesitate, I'm still waiting, actually I recieved one present today so everything is cool.

Thanks everybody let's see what next year has to offer and what the hell I will have in mind for my birthday number 28, & to everyone.

THANK YOU!

SB.

My other gallery: Art|In|Feminine
*Female nudes
**Always looking for models.
***Siempre en busca de modelos.

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I know most of people like woman nudes, in fact I like a lot woman nudes, but this is a challenge to me, I want to find the "erotic side" of a men, that may be is more difficult than a woman ¿why? because woman are gorgeous, perfect, incredible, no matter ther body condition, (at least for me), but I have seen naked men pics and is very difficult to find it attractive or may be erotic without being kind of vulgar, I will try to do my best.

This are one of many more series of photos I would like to show you, I hope you help me find a -true erotic nude men pic of me- I know it's going be a hard work, because first -I´M NOT A MODEL- my body is as normal as yours, Is kind difficult to model and be the photographer, so please keep that on mind ok?

Well thanks all, and if you find something non attractive, may be to explicit in some way, please let me know and i will erase it ¿ok?
Last but not least, try to see the "artwork" not my imperfect body.

Thanks ALL for watching. SB.
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Artist: Fobia
Song: Hipnotízame
Wanna listen? --> [link]

Pude cerrar los ojos, (I could close the eyes)
mas no pude dejar de verte, (but I couldn't stop seeing you)
y dejar de dormir,(and stop sleeping)
mas no dejar de soñar. (but not to stop dreaming)

Puedo callar las voces, (I can shut up the voices)
mas no puedo dejar de oirte, (but I cannot stop hearing you)
puedo dejar de ser, (I can stop being myself)
pero no puedo dejar de estar. (I can stop being here)

Besame, hipnotizame... (kiss me, hypnotize me)
ya no me importa mas... (nothing matters anymore)
robame el alma, hechizame... (steal my soul, throw me a spell)

Puedo calmar mi mente, (I can calm my mind)
mas no puedo calmar mi sangre, (but I cannot calm my blood)
y puedo ser sincero, (and I can be sincere)
sin dejar de mentir. (without stopping lying)

Puedo quedarme cerca, (I can remain close)
mas no puedo dejar de huirte, (but I cannot stop to flee)
puedo cambiar mi vida, (I can change my life)
mas no puedo cambiarme a mi. (but I can't change me)

Besame, hipnotizame... (kiss me, hypnotize me)
ya no me importa mas... (nothing matters anymore)
robame el alma, hechizame... (steal my soul, throw me a spell)
besame, intoxicame... (kiss me, intoxicate me)
ya no me importa ser (no longer it matters to me to be)
un ser sin alma, atrapame... (a being with a soul, catch me)
besame, idiotizame (kiss me, fool me)


Beep, beep.